Thursday, August 03, 2006♥


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the flu virus has caught me -.-
& my nose's stuffy & blocked .
my throat feels funny too.
simply put, everything's going bad for me.

i don't know why, but i'm really upset & unhappy today.
don't really know the real reason to it though,
maybe the monthly cycle's coming & thus have PMS ?
really cannot control myself so i teared,
weiling was the first to found out.
thanks for sitting with me. " BANG ! "
then i started crying -.-
i feel like such a big loser, no,
i am a big loser.

can somebody just tell me the truth. am i detestable? i must be huh, even rosy says so. hmms .. there must be lots of people who dislike or even hate me . sighs, another example of me being a loser.

was really SUPER CONSTIPATED emotionally "(
anyways,
to all others who cared, thanks (:
also want to say sorry to you guys because you peeps tried so hard to make me feel better but i still continue remaining like that.
want to show my gratitude & give my thanks to you here.
XIEXIES !

the reflection was okay, i guess.
but shortie, liyan they all say i spoke too fast
& eugene says my voice sounded fuzzy =x
anyway, its all over so yah.
forget it (:

tomorrow there's rehearsal.
i hope all of you turn up.
please, for the sake of the class just turn up will you?
you can give me lots of excuses,
but in your heart,
i hope you still have a place for E3.

i don't know why,
but the sight of the boys in my class makes me feel funny,
even shaohwee.
sighs, i don't know what's happening to me,
but i do hope things will go better for me (:

i really feel like bawling out loud now =/
nobody understands me &
i do hate myself for being such an idiot for crying so many times in school.
i'm a big loser "[

anyway, me & liyan saw er xin gui in band store, LOL.
we burst out laughing & luckily clare's not there.
ahahs.

one thing that really made me happy & cheered me up was recieving jiale's letter.
=D
so glad she wrote back, her letter did a great job by lightening up my day .
anyway,
i MISS you T.J.L (x


- zonked out mentally & emotionally 0.0
;so not happy .
;like my blog's url; i'm really jadedwithlife-.


- happy, i'll never be .


unhappy; SUPER CONSTIPATED.



keep holding on; 5:43 AM

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femme♥

yvonne! :D


seventeen

2o FEB.


wishes♥


to be happy;

for more cash;

worries - free;

not so emotional;

good results for 'A' levels;

for superman ^^;

to travel in a red hot-air balloon ;

to visit PARIS;

& for zwinds to make wonderful music.

rewound♥

{x} July 2006
{x} August 2006
{x} September 2006
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{x} November 2006
{x} December 2006
{x} January 2007
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{x} January 2008
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{x} January 2009
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{x} April 2009
{x} May 2009
{x} June 2009
{x} August 2009

linkage♥


2e3 :D
LIYAN :D
CLAREEN :D
SHULING :D
JIAHUI :D
SHIYUAN :D
CHEEYEW
EEVIAN
HUITING [e3]
IAN,RU JUN
MINYI
PAMELA
SAMUEL
SHAOHWEE,HWEE(x
SIYUAN,XIAOWU

3E5 [:
EMMANUEL
JENNIFER
JIAHAN
KENNY
LINETTE
LYNETTE
TAOYEE
TZEKIAT
WEITING
WENXUN
YUTING

ZWINDS =D
AOXIANG,ROSY
CHEKYING
EILEEN
FABIAN
GLENDA
HANTING
IVAN
JASMINE
JIAYING
JOSHUA
KITJU
LISA
PEARLYN,JIANNUREN
PEIJIE
RANICE
RICHMOND,WEE WEE
SANDRA
SHANNEN
STEPHANIE
WANJING
WEILING
XINNI,MARMIE
YICHING,NAIMA

FAMILY 1307
HOWLEONG [YTWO]
KAILING [SWISS]


ADE
ANDREA
CHINGMAY
EUGENE,NOOB
HUITING [e5]
JASPER,JAS
JEREMY,BIG BROTHER
JINGSHENG
JOAN
JULIEANN
MENGYUN
PEIJING
SAMMY
WANNI
YIMEI
YUJUAN
YUNSHENG
ZHENYANG









intercourse♥

thankyous♥

designer; natalia
brushes; afeaugas
brushes; invisiblesnow
brushes; ro